bonjour.normally i wouldn't bother with things like these because just like chain mail, i find them entirely irritating. the whole question-answer thing almost always get into my nerves, like you'll type in 'who are you thinking of at the moment?' and you'll also be the one to reply, 'seeecreeet'. i mean, why bother? still, this is more of a listing thing and quite frankly, i don't have anything else to do. i don't know why the hell this thing comes with rules, but just in case they're required, i'd copy and paste it here from the one who tagged me, BEA GRAZIELA NIM.RULES: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.1) i'm bisexual. i don't deny the fact. if you're a teacher, please don't consider sending me to guidance counselling because you do not know how many i already have of that in my record. i was frankly disturbed last year because of the palihan thing and in first year, i had shouted to ms. martha that i was an outcast and was proceeded to the counselling to give an in depth explanation of that statement. back to the topic, i'm bi. don't get me wrong i like guys more, like REALLY MORE THAN the same sex, i.e. skandar, alex, james and a number of other people, but i find a number of girls strangely attractive in their own way which i also find really weird and disturbing, i.e. hayley williams, ellen page, samaire armstrong, keira knightley and other actresses, which means its probably just a fan thing.
2) i can't sleep without my toy dog. it may be a force of habit, but i always need it by my side when i go to sleep. if its not there, i find myself strangely lacking and will never be able to sleep. yeah, i'm a freaking child. xD
3) like most teenage girls in movies, i actually suddenly have that spurt of energy which makes me grab the brush, use it as a mike, jump unto my bed and sing at the top of my lungs. yeuch, but it happens. i don't dance though. if i dance, i would make it my personal agenda to kill myself.
4) i'm oddly addicted to greek mythology, iliad and the oddysey, tutankhamen and other prehistoric and historic mummies and pharaohs. i just find the idea of rotting, dead bodies kept inside a real golden coffin buried deep into the ground or hidden into a pyramid exciting.
5) i actually dream of being a sniper assasin type of mafia member who'd be tasked to kill people who kill people to show people that killing people is wrong. haha. yeah, that's weird. i toy with the idea that i'd someday get really good with guns, bows and arrows, all forms of martial arts and everything else dangerous and get to kill people for a living. xD
6) i like jane austen's love life, which is sad considering her love life is sad. unrequited love with tom lefroy and the fact that she was born, grew and died without being a part of the sacrament of matrimony or even just dating or being in a relationship. it taught her a lot though.
7) i cry when i watch really sad movies or really inspiring ones. i cried when i watched into the wild. i cried when i watched la vie en rose. i cried in a lot of movies that are meant to be a tearjerker and though i'm embarrassed by it, i can't deny it. i think many people would tease me about this afterwards.
8) i dislike pretenders who pretend that they aren't pretenders, suck ups who deny that they're suck ups, extremely blonde people and by blonde i mean single-celled cro magnon (from the words of artemis fowl, my fantasy husband). i just believe in truth. i don't like it when i see someone pretending in front of someone else and that someone actually believing them. i think i can see right through a person and tell if they're pretending or not, it just pisses me off that they do it. if i hate you, i don't pretend to like you. i ignore you. i don't pretend that i like these people and even openly show that i hate them.
9) i'm a fan of cheesy gestures, cheesy lines, cheesy movies, cheesy music and cheesy food. okay, that was corny, but you get my point. i'm an old fashioned soul buried deep in a fifteen year old encased in an eight year old's body. i used to be a writer and i'd write (for what else did writers do) really cheesy poems, but now i don't know if i can even write a decent essay.
10) there's a lot about me you don't know. you think i'm naturally cheerful, you think i'm naturally optimistic, you even think that i'm smart when I SURE AS HELL AM NOT, because if i were, there'll be no 75, 76 and 77 in my algebra grade for the last two years and no 78 and 79 in my biology grade last year, so destroy all notions of my being smart because i also get pissed off when people say i'm smart. i hide a lot of myself from the general people that not even the closest of the close know it. so basically, the stuff i just said here are not much known facts but there are more more unknown than these.
so feast on that knowledge and wilt. i'd love to add more to these someday though. xDthe ever-so-mysterious little girl you passed by on the corridor,devast8ed17dreamer